What To Do

I am in somewhat of a quandary. I am supposed to be training to run my second half marathon but for some reason I just cannot get myself to do the runs. I guess I am having some kind of mental block. I don't think I have actually run in two weeks. Part of me thinks I should just forget it, that it is getting to late in the game. On the other side, I don't like being a quitter. I don't know what to do. I know my SIL is doing a great job with her training and I am even afraid that I am getting really far behind her. I guess I will just have to see what this week brings.

1st Day of School

Today was my kid's first day of school. I was quite excited for them, they were starting 1st grade. I started out by making my kids Bento lunches for school which I was happy with. Especially since it was my first time. They definitely were not as creative as what I have seen online but I did it. After I got ready for work and the kids ready for school we headed out the door. Did we drive to school you ask? Why no we did not. We walked. Yes, it is the year 2010 and my kids and I and the dog actually walked to school. The kids were pretty excited and I felt really good about what we were doing. I know I saw a few surprised looks from some of the other moms that passed me in their cars. It felt good. I got to work later than I would have wanted but I know that I was doing a good thing for my kids and myself. Let's just hope I can keep it up.

DISASTROUS!!!!

Disastrous is how I would describe my so called 6 mile run last Saturday. My husband had to work so I took my kids with me. They were going to ride their bikes while my SIL and I ran. We met at 7 am as usual. I was a little hesitant but knew it could be done. The first problem of the day, people. Isn't it funny how people are the root of all problems? Ha! Anyway, there was a running group training that morning so there was a crap load of people. Problem number two, my kids just switched to bigger bikes. My son's was just a tad to big so that he couldn't touch the ground when he sat on the seat but once he got going he was fine. Well his lack of confidence got the better of him and he decided he couldn't do it. He kept falling before we even started. I warned my SIL that I had a feeling I might be cutting my run somewhat short. Little did I know how short it was going to be. At one point I finally gave in and told my son to wait with his bike in the grassy area while I ran ahead to let my SIL know I was leaving and to get my daughter. She was actually doing pretty well and had ridden ahead. No sooner did I start running did I hear my child screaming and crying. As I turned around I saw him hysterical trying to run next to his bike while he tried to catch up to me. I asked why he didn't wait and he told me he was too scared. Fine! So I propped his bike up next to a tree and told him to run next to me. Of course now he was concerned that somewhat would take his bike. I told him at that point I could care less about someone taking his bike. I finally caught up enough with SIL and my daughter to let them know we were leaving. My SIL continued on her way and she completed her 6 miles. My daughter rode her bike back to the car and waited for my son and I to return. We walked back because he was going to have nothing to do with that bike. So here I am, sweating profusely, (even though I didn't get a run in) and walking bent over trying to guide his bike back. Let's just say that by the time we got back I was extremely frustrated. I know I shouldn't have been that upset but I know I wasn't going to get my 6 miles in. In fact I only got in 1.58 miles. So now I am really behind which is disappointing. I guess I won't be trying that again anytime soon.

Accomplishment?

I know I haven't blogged since last week so you might ask yourself why did I title this one accomplishment? Let me answer that for you. For me, blogging for the amount of times that I did is an accomplishment. I'm not nearly the professional blogger that my SIL is (check out her blog) so for me this was pretty good.

My eating habits last week went pretty well I thought. Exercise was so so. Although my SIL and I had to run 5 miles on Saturday. I convinced my husband and kids to come along so they could ride their bikes (quest to be a healthy mama). We started at 7am to try to beat the heat and it actually didn't go that bad. I was lagging behind at one point so I kind of cheated and cut a corner but then I felt bad so I doubled back to my SIL and finished my run. We actually finished faster then what we originally thought. So that I would have to say is my big accomplishment for the weekend.

I have another challenge for myself and that is to eat out less and cook more at home. I made a menu for this week's meals and I am really going to try and stick to it. Sunday I made breakfast at home and we made a great dinner that night. Last night I made this baked chicken parm. and some mashed potatoes. I thought it was really good. My son said he liked the chicken but of course my daughter didn't. My husband got home late and said that my dinner looked too heavy and so he decided to have the leftover steak and rice from the night before. Exactly how is chicken heavier then steak? Things like this really deflate me so why do I even try.

I try because even though there is complaining I want my family to be healthy. I don't want my kids to be a statistic as in overweight and lazy. That is one of my biggest fears for my kids. Of course there are other scary factors out there but this is at least one that I can try to control. My husband is a little overweight and has some minor health issues. I would like to try and help him with that but even though he says he wants to change, I think it is a lot harder for him.

Sooo, I guess if I keep trying, things might start to change. My kids and my husband might actually like what I cook for dinner and we become the good looking, healthy family on the block.

Yesterday

Yesterday was hump day and here is how mine went. For breakfast I had a skinny iced vanilla latte and some oatmeal from Starbucks. For lunch I can't even remember what I had. Is that sad? I want to say that I had a sandwich but I can't really remember. For dinner we went to my brother-in-law and his wife's house for dinner. I really enjoy spending time with them and my sister-in-law is a really good cook. She always has some kind of recipe that she is using where I make the same things over and over. We had whole wheat pasta with some type of spicy sauce and salad and garlic bread.

After dinner we sat down to watch So You Think You Can Dance. The boys disappeared and we enjoyed commenting on the dancers. If you haven't noticed, there was no workout yesterday. Was there supposed to be you ask? Well of course there was but I didn't partake.

Today I had some toast with peanut butter for breakfast and some coffee. At lunch I picked up some hummus with carrots and crackers. I was on a search for some shoes to wear to my high school reunion and I haven't come up with anything yet. I found a dress yesterday for $25 for a semi formal event. I think I like it but not sure if it is a bit too formal. My husband didn't seem to think it was anything special. I just wanted to get a dress that when I walk into the room people (guys who turned me down in HS) turn and say WOW! So I am looking for shoes to go with my dress.

Again, am I supposed to be working out? Why yes, yes I am. Did I? No, no I didn't. Again just another flaw that I have. But I am learning to accept my flaws.

My kids come home tomorrow so my small staycation is over but I do look forward to seeing them.

Hope you have a great Friday!

Here We Go

Tuesday's recap. I know, I can hardly believe it myself. Two blogs in one day. Watch out! I'm out of control. I find sometimes if I keep my routine the same I tend to make smarter choices.

Today for some reason I felt super hungry. Maybe the exercise that I have been doing over the last week has started kicking in.

For breakfast I had my yogurt and granola again, no coffee, just water. But then I was really hungry around 9:30 so I had a sandwich thin toasted with some type of non-butter spread.

Lunch consisted of going to Applebee's where I chose a chicken sandwich on a whole grain bun with portabella mushrooms and a side of fruit. It was one of their weight watcher meals so it was only 7 points.

Around 2 I was hungry again so I had some more yogurt.

For dinner my husband and I went to Planet Sub and I got a turkey sandwich and Iced tea before heading to my last softball game. So even though I didn't run like I probably should have, at least I got some type of activity in. Not sure if 1 hour of recreational softball counts the same as running 3 miles but I am going to pretend like it does.

Have a wonderful evening for what is left of it and I will be back tomorrow.

Challenge Day 1

Okay, so here is my Monday in a nutshell. For breakfast I had some vanilla yogurt with strawberries and homemade granola which has become one of my favorites. I skipped out on the coffee and decided to just go with water today. For lunch I ran a couple of errands and then stopped in at Dean and Deluca's and grabed a tomato, mozzarella, basil sandwich to go. I got hungry in the afternoon so I had another serving of my yogurt. Dinner consisted of a fresh tomato and mozzarella salad (the tomatoes and basil were from my garden) and a baked chicken breast. I ended the evening with 4 twizzlers. I would have to say that I didn't do to bad. On Sunday I was supposed to run 3 miles but missed it since I was taking my kids to my mom's house. She is keeping them for the entire week. Therefore, I left work a little early and went to the gym to get my run in. Then when I got home I did a little bit of yoga, or at least I tried. So I will pat myself on the back for a pretty decent day. Let's just see if I can keep it up.

Challenge

So I have decided to come up with this great idea of challenging myself. The challenge is to blog every day this week and record what I have eaten and if I have been following my training schedule. Last week eating was so so but I did pretty well on my running. Sunday I ran and it was kind of bad but I did it. I ran Tuesday night after dinner and I thought I was going to throw up. It was horrible. I ran again on Friday and it went really well. I don't know if it was because it was earlier in the day, I hadn't eaten dinner yet or because I was running on the treadmill. Who knows. I will check in later today to let you know how my day goes.


Have a good one!